January 9, 2011

• Finding back my self

  If you ask me whether I’m truly happy or not, my answer is “I don’t know”.

  That’s because, after so many years of living in this world I still feel that I’m a nothing.

  Nothing.

  I was chatting with Feli the other day about the things to do before I’m 21 and things to do before I’m 30. Sadly, I accomplished everything on my “Before 21” list but till date I still haven’t really accomplished much on my “Before 30” list.

  And it’s not as though what I wanted to achieve is too hard. Look at the list I gave myself when I was 18.

  Before 21

  • Bungee Jump at least once

  • Own a Louis Vitton that I paid myself

  • Party and be home only on the next day’s evening

  • Date and fall in love with a guy who’s everybody’s dream lover

  • Move out and stay alone

  Before 30

  • Spend every single cent of my salary within 24 hours after getting my pay

  • Have a dog

  • Get married Done

  • Cut my hair short

  • Own a Hermes that I paid myself

  • Visit Japan

  • Own a car

  • Sponsor a child in the 3^rd world country

  • Take the plane and travel to a foreign country alone

  • See my favourite WWE Superstar Shawn Michaels in person

  Everytime I recall this list I sigh. Because other than being married, I have done none of those that I said I want to do before I’m hitting the big 3. And if you look at the list itself, I’ve not set really difficult task to do at all. That totally makes me wonder what have I do for the (almost) past 5 years.

  I seriously need to reflect on myself. AC, time to buck up!

  Till next time~

  XOXO

  A.C.

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