Already the 4th day of the new year then I decided to note down my resolutions.

Chances are, for 99.99999% sure, that I'm not gonna follow them and I'll just STILL BE LIKE NOW.

=P

1. Make myself stick thin and NEVER GROW FAT AGAIN.
Someone *ahemz* said I *will* look like Elva if I'm skinny. I shall see how wrong that sentence will fall cos till date, the only few celebrities that people always say I look like is Cecila Cheng and Michelle Chia which I personally don't think I look like any of them both.

2. Change Job
I've been complaining and whining about this since eons and I really think it's time. Chances are, I guess this might be the only and ONLY resolution I made this year that I will stick to.

3. Clear all my debts.
Not many people know about this, but one of the reason that I did not leave this sucky job of mine is because I need to clear some debts and I have a heavy burden. If anyone like that freaking MCP ex of mine wants to tell me to just ask Joeness to pay for me, SHUT YOUR MOUTH BEFORE I SLAP YOU. Joeness got his fair share of debts from his f*ck up family to handle and seriously I think it's only mature if you settle your own problem without troubling others especially when it's money matters.

4. Have my own ATAS corner in my new house
I was kinda pissed the other day when my mum insisted that she owns the whole of the room when she moves in to stay with me and insisted I have to rent out the other room. Truth is, I've always wanted a house of my own so I can create a space of my own and not to be bossed around. I'm gonna be firm and make the other common room ATAS corner of mine and Joeness.

5. Sleep more and Rest more
I didn't really get to rest well in 2009 and cause alot of breakouts on my face. This year, I gonna rest well.

5 resolutions to keep for 12 months sounds reasonable aye?

P/s: what I'm gonna blogged from this point onwards is loads of bitchings and grumblings

I think I'm quite well known as a bitch.
Try crossing my line and your last name will be Dead.
Yet recently, there's just some people in my office who's been trying their luck to see how far I can be pushed before explosion.

TOO BAD FOR YOU PEOPLE, I AIN'T GONNA EXPLODE IN THIS SHITTY PLACE ANYMORE.

Continue trying to compare me with some never-grow-up age-old-action-childish woman seems like a form of pleasure to some people recently.

Just because she's now slimmer, prettier so you guys have to make a comparison between us? Oh please.

I can't be bothered to compare myself with anyone.

The only person I'm comparing myself with is Autumn Candy age 21 and Autumn Candy age soon-to-be 25.

Who cares if she's now got perfect skin because she's using some branded *SKII* products?

And who cares if she slims down? Probably only her boyfriend will bother.

I'm not shutting anyone because of this yet, but if I hear those things again and again and again I can't promise if I'll just ask that person to shuddup.

And there's some misery people who has been trying to make my life as miserable as theirs.

Whatever happy things I've done they'll do all sorts of distressing things to bring my happiness mood down.

My friend Ferlicia said these people are just pathetic and I totally agreed.
Just because you feel miserable you don't have the right to make others as miserable as you.

Continue doing all these nonsense people, time is running out.

Please divert your interest on those scandalous issues in the office since there's SO MANY COMING UP.

I think I should include a number 6 resolution.

6. To be evil.

You know you hate me

XOXO
A.C.

I promise myself to blog more this year and hence there I am typing thru my iPhone while at work.

13 days to Phuket and yes me is excited~! I'm starting to pack my stuffs for the trip already.

Imagine beach shorts, bikinis and sun dresses. Think beachy!

And being able to carry my kitty luggage around is the next happy thing about travelling.

Which is why I'm considering to look for a job that requires me to travel around INTENSIVELY.
Then poor Joeness will have to bear the lonely nights when I'm away whahaha.. *evil smilez*

Then I'll have an excuse to carry my Hello Kitty around. =p

And recently due to the increase stress levels at work I'm putting on weight again.

Kinda hate it when I see myself on the scales but then I have to go back to the correct way of life RIGHT NOW.

I follow the food doctor's diet, which Iove it cos I have an excuse to eat every 2 to 3 hours and I don't have to rely to coffee to keep myself awake. =)

Then gym. YES GYM. I haven't been going to the gym and a quote from my gym kaki "Candy really MIA".

Since I have more free time now I have no excuse not to go gym. Boo boo. I wanna be a 55kg again.

So this year, I'm gonna cut down on my pigging out sessions, make love with the gym equipments and say hi to breaking dawn.

Can't be too much of a vampire I guess?

First blog in 2010!

Made some minor changes to my blog and change for the new year.

Did a new header using my new image editor.
SEE THE BLINGY RAINBOWY 3D WORDS???
I totally love it.

That sounds kinda bimbotic hahaha.

Colours of the links and fonts and some table lines are changed to match the new header picture.
Even the font has been changed. No more comics sans. TIME TO GROW UP.
Trying to make the colours look a bit rainbow but I guess I failed.
I did try to see if it's ok that everything is white with black background but it just seems too boring.
So shall stick to this at the moment until I got new feel for a change in blog layout I guess?

Oh realise that the profile picture is also changed?

It's from the same series of photos that I took... in the office new toilet
Love the soft light which is brighter than the dim and dark toilet lights previously and hence camwhored.
Turns out that the photos looks quite nice. I don't need to edit at all as the soft lights already soften the skin hence makes it looks "glowy".

I'm gonna bug Joe to give me that kind of lights in the toilet when we get our flat this year.

A new year, a new beginning.

What has heaven prepared for us this year?
I wish it would be something good.

3 more days and we're into the next year.

Time passes so fast! I'm gonna be 25 next year.

Quarter century crisis? I doubt so.

I is gonna make some major changes to my life next year.

Getting a new house
Getting a new job
Getting a new career
Getting a new look

My new year resolution?
The 4 major changes.

I'm looking forward to 2010. =)

Me. Is. Back!

December is usually the month of slacking where I can have a lot of free time (hence the reason why I started going to the gym frequently last year around this time) and office will be busy with the company dinner.

This year is SO DIFFERENT...

This year, no company dinner hence no staying back in office late to wrap hampers, presents and coordinate the events.

This year, no time for gym as I went to sign up for make up artist course and hence most of my night time is spent on my course.

This year, I feel a sense of accomplishments when I did something good.

Managed to be shortlisted for selection of a flat, now Joeness and I are waiting for HDB to give us the letter of appointment ASAP.

At first I'm worried that I would not be able to do my duty well as a make up artist but thank god everything goes smoothly for Crystal's wedding. Nope I don't do for the bride but is the mothers and bridesmaid.

Sometimes, I feel like telling off some people.

Like those irritants the in-laws to stop switching off my washing machine when I'm using it.

Or those bitches who have been gossipping about my friend's relationship. (Too much Gossip Girl must be...)

Or the fussy wussy customer who'll call and tell me they've bought a flat at TP@Duxton and keep bragging about it.

Why can't these people just get a life?

Or, in the first place, they don't even have one?
わかりなせんです〜

Putting those people aside, I is way happier than before.

Need me to explain more?

Wait till I have the mood. =)

P/s: I'm hooked on American's TV drama no thanks to mio TV...

For some of you who might have not know yet.

I've got queue number 35 for HDB's Sale of Balance Flats Ballot.
For the area I'm balloting for there's only 39 units up for grabs.
500+ applications received.
Even though queue number 35 would means that I'm most likely to be left with only 5 units for selection (which a lot of people who look at it this way is giving me the why-not-just-give-up look) Joeness and I have already decided.

We shall not give up!

Some negative remarks like we're bound to be left with low floor, far from the train station and smaller units.

Others say those are flats that people can't afford to pay the loan and sold back to HDB and hence the "fengshui" is not going to be good.


For all those who wants to tell me this or plans to tell me or is thinking this way...
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Get your freaking hell out of my life!


Do you people know how hard it is for Joeness and me to get a ballot number that's confirmed will have a flat?

Imagine the kind of money spent for each balloting (we've balloted more than 10 times) but only to see our disappointed face each time when the results are out.

Imagine that you're advised by so many people including those staffs from HDB's call centre to go down to HDB's counter for only to be yelled by HDB's customer service manager by the name of Khatijah.

Imagine after going thru so much, during our ROM chalet fancy an ex colleague of mine who now works in HDB could tell everyone present that even HDB says we're some hard to handle customers and mock us, laughing at us when it's our big day.

Talk about being friends and helpful? I guess not for this bunch of people too.

They're the ones who gave me black face when I said I want to change my chalet check in date. Seriously speaking, I never beg or ask them to help me with the decoration of the chalet. Neither did I ask them to take a day's leave or fake an MC for my chalet decoration. The end result is them only know to make use of my chalet to do their stuffs like dye hair, eat breakfast on their own timing etc etc. Deco? Yes they did help to put up but none was there when I need to clear the stuffs. Both Joeness and I clean the whole chalet and removed those simple decorations together with my mum.

Oh and did I mention they are the ones who laughed the loudest when Joeness and I were being mocked?

I guess it's gonna be quite logical if I don't invite this group of people to my house warming next time. Quite obvious the reason.

Anyways, I really can't wait for the flat selection day but right now I'm counting down on my payday this month - BONUS!

What shall I buy with my bonus this year???

I happened to look at a few friend's facebook to see how they're doing and I found this picture inside one of StAcy's facebook album...

I can't recall I've taken this picture at all!

But I could still remember this day very very well.

It's the day when I went to do threading for eyebrows for the first time.
(And I got hooked doing it until now. Love the painz...)

It's the day when I first met up with hiM after his long persuing and this place is DBL O.
(A place that I didn't even go back for centuries... I don't even know if it still exists?)

It's the day that marks the start of my misery that last for years.
(I would have nightmares about it and sometimes Joeness have to bear the beating from me when it happens.)

It's not about StAcy, I swear.
It's actually that guy who I went to this place with who brings me the pain.

He's not in the picture, but that arm with the watch in the picture belongs to his close buddy.

Sometimes, I hate him.
Yet sometimes, I thank him for inflicting so much pain on me.

I don't know. Probably that's what they call the love and hate relationship.

P/s: I missed those days when I was young and hip and hyper and restless and most of all, SLIM.

A picture says a billionz words....

In short, I'm not gonna be celebrating my birthday next year in Singapore like I usually do.
Yuhoo~!

Cheers to Marriage Life cos this is Joeness's suggestion to celebrate my birthday in a place where no one else can disturb us.

I sensed that for the next 1 month I gonna starve myself for that flat Abs to come to me!

Pardon me for the missing in action.

I've been trying to adjust my life after marriage.

Till now, I keep forgetting to change my marital status as "Married" and still happily state myself as "Single" until Joeness almost want to scream at me (for my forgetfulness of cos).

Then again, how many people will immediately change their marital status the moment they got married? (Or maybe they might have already changed it before they actually got married, hence unlike me they can get used to it fast?)

I still address Joeness as my boyfriend... Why bother to change how we address each other?
We are still loving each other regardless how we address each other... LOLs...

Anyway, photos!

Didn't really took much and photos are so-so because

1 - no budget for photographer and the supposed photographer didn't bring his camera (according to Bestie he was embarrassed and paiseh to help me take photo? Nevermind...)
2 - no photographer during my ROM and I have to last minute ask Joeness's sister Felicia to help out with the phototaking because the usual photographer a.k.a ME is the one getting married
3 - other people who took the photos a.k.a my relatives didn't send me the photos other than my cousin Celes who uploaded in her facebook. Oh wells...

YOU PEOPLE STOP ASKING ME WHY SO LITTLE PHOTOS AND GIVE ME THOSE F*CK UP EXPRESSIONS K?

Me as the bride never complain why you people are procrastinating so much?
(Personally, I prefer more pre-wedding and actual day photoshoot than ROM ceremony photoshoots unless it's video recording then it's another issue. Who likes to see those boring ceremony photos as compared to those funny sabotage scenes of the groom??)

Just shuddup and enjoy the photos...

More can be found in my facebook album.

Anyway, a lot a lot of things happened and I've got a lot a lot of things to blog about but I don't know where to start. It seems apparently that I've reached the max for my job. Freaking 3.5 years! I don't even know how I manage to survive that.

My level of tahan-ness seems that high, aye?

Little wonder that I can close my eyes and turn my back towards the ex boyfriend's evil doings during the times when I was with him.

Sometimes I think human beings are simply stupid by nature.
You won't learn your lessons unless you fall and you pick up from there.
Apparently there's also this group of people who just keep falling because they refuse to learn.
I'm pretty sure this ex boyfriend of mine is someone like that.
Thank god he've ditched me then and I found someone MUCH better.

But then, I guess he STILL didn't learn his lesson. Oh wells.
SOME PEOPLE JUST NEVER EVER LEARN THEIR LESSONS.

I wish the day when I need to be violent and tough towards the innocent don't have to come.
But some how this "innocent" is actually the one pissing me off at the moment.
Better pray hard she don't make any stupid move and step on the dynamite in me. =P

Talking about relationship reminds me of this...
Relationships, be it friends or husband or family, are important to me.

I appreciate what my friends have done for me and in return, I cherish them a lot.
But some how, due to some silly reasons, I'm drifting apart from 2 groups of friends that I used to cherish a lot.

And I mean A LOT.

Some how or rather, these 2 groups began to drift away from me slowly.
Bit by bit till I didn't realise we're now so way apart.
Probably it's me; I'm not the one who is willing to give in to everything now.
Or probably it's just that I'm now in a totally different world with them.

I'm married, they're single.
I'm earning peanuts, they're pouring in money.
I'm the coffeeshop person, they're the restaurant people.
I'm the pub to chill out lady, they're the clubbing girls.
I'm the gym to keep fit, they're the jog in the park.
I'm filled with family problems, they're the happy family.

Nevermind, friends come and go. Right?
I've learnt to only cherish those true friends.

Recently I realised that majority of the make up artist in Singapore are very selfish.
I thought it's only a handful but I was totally wrong.

I know the make up artist market is very competitive.
A lot of people started out at a very young age, while others might be only begining at their twenties or thiries for a career switch like me.
Previously when I wanted to learn make up, I was being "splashed" with cold water by a few make up artists and people that the industry is very saturated, unless you start at young age otherwise once you're in your mid 20s or 30s you have no chance of becoming a good one, etc etc.

Am I the only one who thinks that if you're good, even though you passed your skills to others you still will be good and there'll still be customers willing to look for you?

I don't understand.

House searching is a chore. I wished that after this round I don't have to look for another flat anymore FOR LIFE.
HDB is such a f*cker to actually reveal our appeal to other staff in the company.
I felt that just solely based on this I can go to the MP and make an appeal already.
But I'm freaking too tired to do all these nonsense. 2010 is coming, mummy's shifting to the new school plus me and Joeness already married but we're still homeless.

HDB BETTER GIVE ME A GOOD BALLOT NUMBER FOR THE SALE OF BALANCE FLATS.

I so freaking hate HDB right now. The worst stat board in Singapore.
Cheating young couple's $10 for the balloting and I still think they're the main reason why people don't want to get married or are marrying late.
No house, how to get married and move on to the next stage of their life?

Woohoo~!

I'm testing out blogging using my iPhone to minimise the days of bringing my netbook to work since I'm being aimed easily.

Haven't been blogging for long, gonna do a massive long update soon.

Till then~!