This is kinda random but I’m quite certain about this.
I think it’s time. I should start bucking up. Kiss goodbye and say hihi.
I shall start searching and mailing them out this week.
I looked at my makeup teacher’s website and I felt so… Down.
Then I looked back at my own portfolio. I was once there too. I was once part of them too.
That’s where my passion is. That’s what I want to do.
Not like now. Being always at people’s beck and call. Being treated like a maid. A small fry. A nobody. And honestly, I don’t even know where can I advance from my current standing since there’s nowhere I could go except to be stuck here and continue being a slave for all others.
I’m still keen on makeup. It’s just that I’m not keen to be an admin in a makeup company. That isn’t what the boss promised on my career path when I joined in the first place. Now though I love the job, I don’t like the environment and the fact that I can’t see where can I progress 2 years from now.
I’m no longer 21 (though I wish I could be) and I don’t have another 4 years to waste like when I was working at my previous company.
I want to do what I love. Not to be forced to like something and do it.
I’ll proof you haters wrong by showing you what I’m capable of.
Till next time~
XOXO
A.C.
Comments (2)
oOOo i thought U cut ur hair by ur pixx.. ^^”..
totally agree with u on the career thing~ it’s hard~ but never forget ur dreams~ >_< like me,, i’m trying to not forget it..
xoxo hitomineko xoxo
@hitomineko -
I did cut my hair but it’s step, meaning the back are still very long but the front looks short. I can’t forget my dream no matter what I’m doing. It’s just that what I’m doing now can’t bring me to my dream.