I've been trying to adjust my life after marriage.
Till now, I keep forgetting to change my marital status as "Married" and still happily state myself as "Single" until Joeness almost want to scream at me (for my forgetfulness of cos).
Then again, how many people will immediately change their marital status the moment they got married? (Or maybe they might have already changed it before they actually got married, hence unlike me they can get used to it fast?)
I still address Joeness as my boyfriend... Why bother to change how we address each other? We are still loving each other regardless how we address each other... LOLs...
Anyway, photos!
Didn't really took much and photos are so-so because
1 - no budget for photographer and the supposed photographer didn't bring his camera (according to Bestie he was embarrassed and paiseh to help me take photo? Nevermind...) 2 - no photographer during my ROM and I have to last minute ask Joeness's sister Felicia to help out with the phototaking because the usual photographer a.k.a ME is the one getting married 3 - other people who took the photos a.k.a my relatives didn't send me the photos other than my cousin Celes who uploaded in her facebook. Oh wells...
YOU PEOPLE STOP ASKING ME WHY SO LITTLE PHOTOS AND GIVE ME THOSE F*CK UP EXPRESSIONS K?
Me as the bride never complain why you people are procrastinating so much? (Personally, I prefer more pre-wedding and actual day photoshoot than ROM ceremony photoshoots unless it's video recording then it's another issue. Who likes to see those boring ceremony photos as compared to those funny sabotage scenes of the groom??)
Anyway, a lot a lot of things happened and I've got a lot a lot of things to blog about but I don't know where to start. It seems apparently that I've reached the max for my job. Freaking 3.5 years! I don't even know how I manage to survive that.
My level of tahan-ness seems that high, aye?
Little wonder that I can close my eyes and turn my back towards the ex boyfriend's evil doings during the times when I was with him.
Sometimes I think human beings are simply stupid by nature. You won't learn your lessons unless you fall and you pick up from there. Apparently there's also this group of people who just keep falling because they refuse to learn. I'm pretty sure this ex boyfriend of mine is someone like that. Thank god he've ditched me then and I found someone MUCH better.
But then, I guess he STILL didn't learn his lesson. Oh wells. SOME PEOPLE JUST NEVER EVER LEARN THEIR LESSONS.
I wish the day when I need to be violent and tough towards the innocent don't have to come. But some how this "innocent" is actually the one pissing me off at the moment. Better pray hard she don't make any stupid move and step on the dynamite in me. =P
Talking about relationship reminds me of this... Relationships, be it friends or husband or family, are important to me.
I appreciate what my friends have done for me and in return, I cherish them a lot. But some how, due to some silly reasons, I'm drifting apart from 2 groups of friends that I used to cherish a lot.
And I mean A LOT.
Some how or rather, these 2 groups began to drift away from me slowly. Bit by bit till I didn't realise we're now so way apart. Probably it's me; I'm not the one who is willing to give in to everything now. Or probably it's just that I'm now in a totally different world with them.
I'm married, they're single. I'm earning peanuts, they're pouring in money. I'm the coffeeshop person, they're the restaurant people. I'm the pub to chill out lady, they're the clubbing girls. I'm the gym to keep fit, they're the jog in the park. I'm filled with family problems, they're the happy family.
Nevermind, friends come and go. Right? I've learnt to only cherish those true friends.
Recently I realised that majority of the make up artist in Singapore are very selfish. I thought it's only a handful but I was totally wrong.
I know the make up artist market is very competitive. A lot of people started out at a very young age, while others might be only begining at their twenties or thiries for a career switch like me. Previously when I wanted to learn make up, I was being "splashed" with cold water by a few make up artists and people that the industry is very saturated, unless you start at young age otherwise once you're in your mid 20s or 30s you have no chance of becoming a good one, etc etc.
Am I the only one who thinks that if you're good, even though you passed your skills to others you still will be good and there'll still be customers willing to look for you?
I don't understand.
House searching is a chore. I wished that after this round I don't have to look for another flat anymore FOR LIFE. HDB is such a f*cker to actually reveal our appeal to other staff in the company. I felt that just solely based on this I can go to the MP and make an appeal already. But I'm freaking too tired to do all these nonsense. 2010 is coming, mummy's shifting to the new school plus me and Joeness already married but we're still homeless.
HDB BETTER GIVE ME A GOOD BALLOT NUMBER FOR THE SALE OF BALANCE FLATS.
I so freaking hate HDB right now. The worst stat board in Singapore. Cheating young couple's $10 for the balloting and I still think they're the main reason why people don't want to get married or are marrying late. No house, how to get married and move on to the next stage of their life?
I wonder they say when 2 person becomes close they'll influence each other. I think I am badly influenced by *ahemz* S *ahemz*.
First, I spent $1k on 2 iPhones, 1 for me and 1 for my mum.
Yes a lot of people thought I'm joking. No I'm not. I bought an iPhone for MY MUM. And now she's a happy user of iPhone playing games and using the map and GPS everyday.
Then to fully utilise the phone, I happily spent another $200 on a pair of Nike running shoes and the Nike + sensor with the wristband (blame it on the word S-A-L-E-S).
Talk about running.
Not as if I don't know myself. I'm a SWIMMER GYMMER more than a RUNNER. Yet I decided that if I want to slim down, I have to RUN.
Hence before my combat class yesterday, I tried to run for the first time in ages. As in seriously RUNNING.
Okie I excluded the cool down part of around 5 minutes. Gonna run more since I already spent a bomb and some how or rather, I kinda like running to vent off my anger once in a while.
Shall talk about anger later.
After the jog I rest a while before the torture by Junwei begins. Combat last night was totally crazy! Doing 2 tracks of squats and eskibars. Thank god I "escaped" the condition track "Not gonna get us" which is full of squats too.
Little wonder now my whole body aches like mad. Like this kind of feeling though. Gonna torture myself more with more combat tomorrow night.
Some how gymming makes me vent off the anger in me. Anger... Anger...
I wonder if the word "anger" is the right word to describe my mixed feelings. How do you describe the kind of feeling of disappointment, sadness and anger mixed together? The kind of feeling that makes you so out of control, you can't think before you say anything and all the words from the mouth became so raw and hurtful, and your mind can't process anything you hear and everything sounds so wrong?
I guess only when there's conflicts between the 2 closest friend will bring such feelings. Anyways, I is still hot-headed now and anything he says won't sound good. Neither will anything I say sounds right to him. This is what happens when 2 close friends have similar character and when they clicks at the wrong time, explosion occurs. The best thing to do, leave both parties A-L-O-N-E.
Like the heading says, I am in pain. - Pocket burnt = Pain in the wallet. - Physical worn out = Pain in the body. - Emotionally hurt = Pain in the mind.
I would do anything to model for YONE including being totally nude except being rape by him and his staffs (Japanese are known for their sexual fetish ).
YONE is a cult and I am the Chief Leader in his Singapore region.
Woohoo~! 
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