May 22, 2012
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Cranky Wanky
My mood swing has been very bad recently.
I’m not sure if it’s due to the after-effects from the steroids that I took for my rashes or the emotional stress that comes with the rashes on me that is making me totally weird and freaky.
Or was it that super irritating old woman in my office who has been irritating me with her super annoying high pitch act cute voice (she’s already a mother of 3, eldest at 23) calling me “Candice Candace” when BLOODY HELL my name is CANDY. If you don’t know how to spell it’s C-A-N-D-Y not C-A-N-D-I-C-E!!! Not to mention she’s freaking loud when she speaks and it’s really very disturbing even when she’s calling out to other colleagues. *shivers*
Or was it from the feel of my close friends that whenever I started messaging in our group chat there’ll be silence all over until many hours later somebody started mentioning something else then as long as I keep my fingers shut, they’ll continue to bomb my whatsapp happily. Either that or whatever I’ve typed will be skipped by them cos they don’t bother to reply whatever I said at all.
Or was it from my sudden changes in my menstrual cycle (which I think only the females can understand this part) that’s making me totally bonkers. From the usual 33 days cycle to a sudden 21 days and 27 days is no joke. I feel like I’m seeing blood almost every other 2 weeks and that kinda makes me feel even more stress. I confirm there’s some changes to the hormones and hence the reason why my mood is having this yo-yo effect too. And to think there’s always a saying that when you’re more stressed your mensus will be delayed. PUI! WHY IS MINE COMING EARLIER THEN?
Or was it the lack of coffee aka caffeine that’s making me cranky? I’m always aware that I am super addicted to coffee but each time I tried to quit it’s never more than a month. Some how I manage to quit ciggies entirely but not coffee. Argh… Just like last week, I just manage to keep myself off coffee from work and this week there I am again drinking coffee everyday.
Nevermind, now what I need to do most is LOSE WEIGHT!!! 1 more month to Phuket and I need to lose those flabs immediately. Think I’m gonna go on a crash-and-strict diet + hardcore workout now. Who knows, I might even need to pop some slimming pills soon.
Can you freaking imagine that I was so don’t-know-what-I’m-thinking and I just gobble up the bread above just now? The whole thing, yes the whole thing.
Comments (2)
looks yum.. eh cmon la plz.. don’t be too hard on yourself. You deserve to have some time off. just make sure you eat less or something in your next meal!
u know going on a weight loss jounery affects your menstrual cycle? mine is all f**ked up. but i’ll try to keep my spirit high for everything. Just tell the aunty off about your name. I would do it. If she doesnt get it then i’ll raise my voice.. Sorry, i can get bitchy. =)
anyway, be careful with coffee intake since your stomach is not as strong. I come bug you if you’re bored! [on whatsapp :p]
@mich_yap – lol thanks babe! I guess it was just me having a bad day + mood swings from the hormones. I still want to look good for my Phuket trip for sure! As for that aunty, unfortunately none of us can be a bitch to her cos she’s our manager (thou I’m already one of the rudest to her in the office for telling her off when she tries her luck each time she comes and irritate me). That bread is definitely good but having it all at once is just too much! Lol I’ve always believe that I have to be hard on myself because I tend to be too lenient and hence my weight rebound.