July 11, 2012
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Give me a break!
I know I haven’t been blogging recently and not logged in to read those updates from all of you… These recent weeks has been terrible.
You know the term “toxic friends”? I think I do have one who’s sort of a toxic friend. I’m so emotionally and physically drained by her because of her childish quarrels with her boyfriend that it’s driving me nuts.
You know that kind of feeling when you just want to enjoy that wee bit of peace on your journey to work then your phone rang and your friend starts pouring all her woes and frustrations and her relationship problems to you non stop? I’ve been experiencing this for the past 2 weeks, everyday without fail. And when I didn’t pick up the phone, don’t be surprise that the phone will ring again and again until I answer it.
The following 9 hours at work doesn’t mean I get to focus either. The non stop bombing of whatsapp messages that I have no choice but to switch my phone to silent mode, the immediate phone call during my lunch all the way until lunch ends, the 99 whatsapp messages when I ignored my phone for a mere 60 minutes. These are far worst than having a crazy boyfriend isn’t it?
The kind of stress that she’s piling on me is so bad that I’ve been having insomnia for the whole week, and my productivity at work is so badly affected that I almost wanted to fake an MC to take a break. But I’m so well aware that IF I take an MC this toxic friend would sure bound to stick to me even more for that day and I’ll be even more worn out.
I so feel like screaming at her but she’s so fragile (she’s down with depression previously) I can’t do anything at her. But her non stop childish and stress-pushing acts is driving me to the wall and I’m going crazy anytime too. ARGH!
Please tell me what to do before I became the one that’s going to be crazy.
